Me my husband and our 4 year old son just made it back home from the rainbow gathering of the tribes.
I camped out in the wilderness/off grid for 6 days.We have lived off grid for 6 months before in the jungle of Hawaii befeore and after having gone through that and experienced 2 miscarriages my/our hearts were shattered.
I /we obviously wannted to try and wait for more children but after having lost 2 children mt heart was broken.
I sant into a deep depression went back on anti depressants and other phyc drugs ,started drinking again and got way far away from where i ever wannted to be.
time went by and mt heart healed,prayer after prayer. I searched my soul inside out . Let go and forgave. Surrendered and had faith.
Now i realize that all will be well and just fine.
We will and are taken care of.
All our needs are met.
Our lives are FULL of positive abundance.
We have wonderful beautiful friends.
We have everything we need and much more.
Have faith and fill your heart with love and light and all will be right.
Today we had the inclination to go to CVS, i have been exhausted and extremely tired and worn down.My husband went to CVS for me while o laid down for a nap.
They came back home in about 20 min. we chatted and i decided to take the EPT pregnancy test and in less than 40 seconds the digital pregnancy tesyt flashed for the last time and the word about to be shown was what i have been waiting for for 3 years.
PREGNANT
Im shocked, im elated,im so full of happiness and love light and wonder.
Im sacred and hope that this child is meant to be a part of our lives.
I called our spirit family to us,and prayed for the right soul to be incarnated that i may give that soul life through the divine.
The ultimate mothership.
its amazing and wonderful.
i have been waiting so long for you and now your here i want to do everything right.
TO build you a beautiful body that you will have and use for the entirety of your life.
May it be long and beautiful full of love and adventure wonder and joy all things good and positive.
Today is the most beautiful day.
Im pregnant. We are going to have another beautiful addition to our family, im so excited.
i pray for thsi child to be blessed,safe,healthy and to be born full of life,love ,light,joy,enlightenment and widsom . May this child be blessed.
I promise to do all i can,the right way to help you grow.
To be healthy and loving.
this will be wonderful.
please krsna let this be real, this is what i have wanted for so many years, i promise to do my very best.
Wednesday, March 16, 2011 is our projected due date : )
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