Laura Shanley... is a Crazy fat baby maker that spreads lies.....you have been warned....unassissted childbirth ....bornfree

Laurn Shanley your a liar

while pregnant with my first child i studies her site and the concept that pain is a belief and not really there.
I almost got her site shut down and could have sued her for the misinformation.
now there info board is very guided and watched and you have to sign up and be accepted why your wanting to sign up. The message board is happily not doing well. :)Mabye Laura could try natural plastic surgery and see how see likes it.

me and my husband had studied well the  months of child bearing and carrying and bought all the home birthing supplies needed and was going to do the home birth. i was in labor for 38 hours until i felt something was wrong, my water never broke and my son had meconium and if we were not at the hospital we could have both been in jeopardy and we could have lost our son. These flaky fat baby makers gave me no understanding or compassion just that i was weak and was scared.
Which was not the case 38 hours and natural birth is not weak.
Be on the look out for these groups like this.
Flaky,miss directed miss informed cookks.
http://www.unassistedchildbirth.com/

wake up and rage!!!! This is an outrage!!!

Blury Itchy Eyes

Before we actually ofically knew we would be expecting our 2ns child and 4th pregnancy i went camping off grid for 6  days. it really took a giant toll on my body with hiking 2-5 miles a day very little food and very limited water intake. The days were 90+ and the nights were 40 degrees. I stared to get a sinus issue with runny nose and yellow snot.
I told my husband  that i may need to go see a doctor because my eyes were really giving me troubles. Having troubles seeing, with blurriness itchiness and redness.
I forgot when i was pregnant with Azlyn my eyes were like this all the time!
Its a part of being pregnant and its a interesting symptom.

No, your eyes aren't playing tricks on you. Those hormone changes can make your eyes itchy, red, and sensitive to light. And, that swelling in your boobs and ankles? It can extend to your eyes -- particularly troublesome if you wear contacts. The swelling of the cornea paired with a decrease in tear production makes eyes dry and uncomfortable, and can weaken vision. Try to limit the time you spend in contacts, and never wear them at night. 

If you notice problems like blurred or distorted vision, contact your doctor right away -- it might be a sign of more serious conditions like high blood pressure or diabetes. Also check with your doctor before you use any eye medication, because certain drops can be harmful to baby. You’re not just eating for two, you’re seeing for two!  The good news is, once baby comes, your eyes should correct themselves.

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Coffee While Pregnant

I love my coffee. In the morning i cant wait to stumble to the kitchen fill the coffee pot up with Organic coffee and wait for the beautiful yummy smell of coffee to fill the house. The first sip is so very lovely all the way until i can feel the caffeine kick in and im ready for my day. Cooking everyone breakfast ,doing dishes,gardening and taking care of Bit.
We all know some where along the lines have heard from our doctors and many medical studies that our favorite morning potion brew is not good for our t little ones growing deep inside of us.
It not worth risking the defects or worse. So its best to cut down slowly once you find out your pregnant and then give it up completely. Start drinking decaf teas if your like me and still need to have something warm.

Caffeine is a diuretic, meaning it pulls fluids and calcium from both you and baby and will keep you running to the bathroom. (As if you aren't peeing enough already.) Also, caffeine has no nutritional value and can affect your mood, sleep schedule and iron absorption. And it’s not just the coffee -- remember, caffeine is also found in most teas, soft drinks and chocolates. Play it safe by totally eliminating caffeine, but If you simply can’t kick the habit, at least cut back. Some studies show that excessive caffeine consumption (more than300 mg or two or three 8-ounce cups a day) can increase chances of miscarriage or premature birth.
Though herbal teas usually don't have caffeine, run the ingredient list by your doctor first -- some may not be safe for baby. 


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Sick with Allergies/Cold 4 Weeks

Im sick day 3 with a low grade fever running at max 99.9 and normally running at 99.0.

Allergies it feels like with a stuff nose, yellow snot and a fever.

Extremely tired plus pregnancy symptoms.

Im super excited to be pregnant and to share my body.

This is going to be a beautiful adventure.

I pray little one, you grow big,strong, healthy and loving. Come to us full term and healthy.We cant wait but will wait 9 months until your fully developed and ready to come into this world.

                                                                                     4 Weeks
This is truly amazing and beautiful that life starts our this tiny cute and beautiful. How amazing!

week 4

Embryo Babbie's Comparative Chart of different species, including humans

A photo comparing between a 5 week old embryo and another which is 8 weeks. Notice how the features, volume and shape have changed and how the humane form of the fetus became clear. Scientists say that as of the end of the sixth week, which is when the embryo is 42 days old; it starts to differentiate between the different voices and reacts to them. Scientists confirm that the age 42 days and what follows is a definitive border between the stage where the fetus is un-characteristic and that stage where that fetus takes its human form. That's why we find it mentioned on one of the sites that takes interest in the development of the fetus saying: - quoted word for word-

" During the sixth week after fertilization the unborn child can respond to local tactile stimulation by reflex movements. At the end of the sixth week, the unborn child is clearly recognizable as a human being by gross morphological observation."

During the sixth week after fertilization the embryo starts responding to the outer effects by means of the reflexive movements. By the end of the sixth week we can easily, through observation, mark the embryo in the form of a human being. On another website we read their statement:

"The brainwaves have been noted at 43 days. Dr. Stiff has noted that electroencephalographic waves have been obtained in forty-three to forty-five day old fetuses, and so conscious experience is possible after this date".

 Meaning, that the encephalic waves start when the fetus is 43 days old. Dr. Stiff noticed that the waves emitted from the brain can be measured at the age from 43-45 days, and in the same way the voluntary expressions can be observed after that age.

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i surrender

i surrender

im not stressed

i pray this baby grows to be full terms healthy and happy beautiful child

i want this child more than anything else

im not stressed im just worried because i do NOT want to have another miscarriage.

i surrender and have faith that this child will be healthy and have faith this pregnancy will be beautiful

my body is capable of creating a healthy baby

my body is capable

iam able

i trust in my body

i trust in the divine

this is what we all want and have been waiting for

little bean,

i have been waiting for you for 3 years and i know in the past things have been unstable but now things are stable and we are growing. we want nothing more than for you to be here with us.

please grow healthy normal and strong full term.

we love you and you are love.

i promise i will do my best.

i surrender and release my worries and fears and have faith this child is meant to be.

it is what we all want from the bottom of our hearts <3

Week 4 Pregnancy

Today is week four and considering that we just found out we are expecting our 2nd child this is incredable.

Life is so very amazing and wondering, this is a miracle.

We all began at this stage.

Im so very excited about this new life.

embryo in first month Although your belly is still the same size and shape as it was pre-pregnancy, a plethora of amazing and dynamic changes are taking place despite this fact. Right now your little zygote is already 1.5 – 2.5mm in size. This is quite a change from the microscopic pack of cells you had just two weeks ago. Your microscopic little one is already composed of three complex “germ” layers: the ectoderm, endoderm and mesoderm. Although you could hardly see them at this point, these layers are the beginnings of your baby's nervous system and brain, stomach and inner organs, and skeleton and connective tissue. Your baby is also starting to take on recognizable physical dimensions somewhat comparable to a very tiny pear. The round part of the pear will eventually become the head and the pointy part will be the spine. Perhaps the best part of this week is that somewhere around the 21st day, your miraculous little pear will have a beating heart, although the heart chambers and valves will not be completely developed for another couple weeks.Calcium is an essential vitamin during the pregnancy as your body will strip calcium from your bones to build the bones of your baby if you don’t have enough supplemental calcium in your system doctors recommend starting a prenatal vitamin early on in the pregnancy. Yep, now is the perfect time to begin! For those of you with lactose intolerance, practicing vegans and vegetarians, as well as women with a history of substance abuse, chronic disease, or the minority who are expecting twins (or more!), you are in even higher need of a prenatal vitamin to supplement and fend off the all-too-easy nutrient deficiencies you're prone to experience in your pregnancy. Calcium is an essential vitamin during the pregnancy as your body will strip calcium from your bones to build the bones of your baby if you don’t have enough supplemental calcium in your system. This is also a critical reason older women are so much more prone to osteoporosis: they simply didn't get enough calcium during their child-bearing years. Contact your primarey health care giver or local health food store nutritionist to identify the correct vitamin(s) for you and your baby. info on this blog post was found on this link

Aspartame and Soda Dont Dirnk iT

 It seems so hard to find things that dont have added crap and poison to our foods and drinks. Epically when we are pregnant we need to watch what we ingest and it just makes me so sad that there is just so much junk out there.


 Aspartame
 Most soda and pops have this poison inside of it. DONT drink it!
This poison is in all kinds of foods and drinks. We already know it can cause cancer and diabetes and this is a very dangerous drug our government has issued to the public im convinced for population control or some other strange reason.  Most defiantly don't take this while your pregnant.

Aspartame is a calorie-free sweetener used in a wide variety of soft drinks, candies, and food products. Long-term use of the chemical food aspartame has been linked with cancer and immunotoxicity, so the use of aspartame during pregnancy is advised against. A new sweetener called neotame is now available amidst concerns about aspartame, however, no conclusive studies have been conducted on neotame's side effects. Its a chemical and this should be avoided as well.During pregnancy, check the labels on your food products for artificial sweeteners. Try using natural sweeteners, like honey, in your foods, instead of aspartame.

Today Our Lives Forever Change

Me my husband and our 4 year old son just made it back home from the rainbow gathering of the tribes.

I camped out in the wilderness/off grid for 6 days.We have lived off grid for 6 months before in the jungle of Hawaii befeore and after having gone through that and experienced 2 miscarriages my/our hearts were shattered.

I /we obviously wannted to try and wait for more children but after having lost 2 children mt heart was broken.

I sant into a deep depression went back on anti depressants and other phyc drugs ,started drinking again and got way far away from where i ever wannted to be.

time went by and mt heart healed,prayer after prayer. I searched my soul inside out . Let go and forgave. Surrendered and had faith.

Now i realize that all will be well and just fine.

We will and are taken care of.

All our needs are met.

Our lives are FULL of positive abundance.

We have wonderful beautiful friends.

We have everything we need and much more.

Have faith and fill your heart with love and light and all will be right.

Today we had the inclination to go to CVS, i have been exhausted and extremely tired and worn down.My husband went to CVS for me while o laid down for a nap.

They came back home in about 20 min. we chatted and i decided to take the EPT pregnancy test and in less than 40 seconds the digital pregnancy tesyt flashed for the last time and the word about to be shown was what i have been waiting for for 3 years.

PREGNANT

Im shocked, im elated,im so full of happiness and love light and wonder.

Im sacred and hope that this child is meant to be a part of our lives.

I called our spirit family to us,and prayed for the right soul to be incarnated that i may give that soul life through the divine.

The ultimate mothership.

its amazing and wonderful.

i have been waiting so long for you and now your here i want to do everything right.

TO build you a beautiful body that you will have and use for the entirety of your life.

May it be long and beautiful full of love and adventure wonder and joy all things good and positive.

Today is the most beautiful day.

Im pregnant. We are going to have another beautiful addition to our family, im so excited.

i pray for thsi child to be blessed,safe,healthy and to be born full of life,love ,light,joy,enlightenment and widsom . May this child be blessed.

I promise to do all i can,the right way to help you grow.

To be healthy and loving.

this will be wonderful.

please krsna let this be real, this is what i have wanted for so many years, i promise to do my very best.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011 is our projected due date :   )

We weaned!

Weaning from breastfeeding is very a delicate situation becuase bf your child is such a connection and emotional comfort for both baby and mother it is very hard to wean away from this and find another way to connect .
So we have finnaly done it! I on a ocassion bf just for the comfrt reasons for our son but he now sleeps in his own bed,gets up early and is starting to eat much more regualr food.so this is a great thing that we have done. i do miss bf our son becuase now he doesnt want to cuddle and just wants his daddy all the time :( but were learning to figure it out.

Working on it

Well i still have in mind to wean and end this phase of my/our lives but yet it seems our son is not quite ready to totally wean. We only typically nurse at night and allthough i wish to 100% wean. Slowly is the best. Clod turkey i know can be very negative for him so i think this slow weaning process will be best.
Im fasting right now which is another reason i dont him to drink much of my milk because im sure alot of toxins are in my milk so im reporting that i realize slow is better than cold turkey after hours of crying and me feeling really bad.
I will give him a bit more time but it must be fading out,soon.

Bitys First Real Christmas 3

Since the last 2 Christmas's for him have been something he doesn't really remember much and last year we lived on a island with not much interest for Christmas we went all out this year. Which reminds me that maybe I should remember somethings I learned about this Christmas for next years. Its rather hard when people ask you what your child would like for xmas , like grandmas and great grandmas and then they want to argue with you on what they think your child would want. Then the rivalry comes in that so in so has to get the same gift or else they will get jealous and then aunts and uncles will be upset and on and on. This is how Christmas is in my family. So hopefully next year it will be nice but quiet with out so many expectations.
Bub got what he wanted which was a wooden train set. He LOVES it and there is nothing that can replace that look on his face when he walked down the stairs and saw all his gifts under the tree just waiting for him.
He is such a kind and sweet child and he was sooo thankful for all he got from “santa” which I told him was not a real person but an idea that he once lived and now the memory of giving lives on.

A New Year a New Start

This is 2009 , finally!

I have decided with espically the stress im under and for health reasons to start the weaning process of our 2/12 year old son which will be 3 in april.

So I guess we are on the road to weaning from breastfeeding.
Getting them to find your breast when your children are first born is the easy part then weaning is a whole different story.
I decided to go with long term breastfeeding but our son is now turning3 years old soon and I personally feel for myself I m ready to stop.
Breastfeeding has been a wonderful journey with our son building bonds that are so very important and strong but It really hurts me to see him cry and ask for my milk and I just simply cant any longer.
We happen to co sleep as well and so I have not really got a good nights rest in 3 years.
Co sleeping is wonderful but I think that they should sleep in a “side car “ bed and then eventually off to their own bed.
By nature I roll around a lot at night, one side to the other then on my belly. When I have to roll over and breastfeed all night I cant move. Im between my husband and my son. Not comfortable and irritated because im so uncomfortable.

Yet I feel so sad that this part of both of our lives is soon to be over. I remember just like yesterday he was a new born in my arms so tiny and fragile. Breastfeeding has been a great way for us to connect even if we have a disagreement.
He needs to rely more on solid foods, he tends to be very picky and does obviously eat normal foods just not the kind of variety I would like him to have.

So right along with many other things im starting here in the new year this is one of my newest ventures...

Bubba has Roseola

Our poor bub has roseola, i think.

babby matty had it a few days ago and now bit has a high fever and bumps that appear to be rosey.

thanksgiving was busy this year as usual as it always is when you have children. there is a list of many people xpecting to see you and all you woul dlike to do is have your own thanksgiving your way in your house so you can relax and sleep after you stuff your face instead of have to drive somehwere else!

Bity loved to see everyone grandmas and grandpas and cusions and freinds he loves it. sadly they like for him to be a bit more quiet than he is used too around his house. we dont restrict him , we allow him to be himself within reason of not hurting others or himself.

the noise we are used too.

he is growing up so much i realize that im getting ready for another life to embrace int our family.

bit keeps saying over and over "train set mamma" he wants a train set so bad he cant stand it!

he loves trains and cars tractors plows andything like that.

i cant wait to give him his gifts and watch his eyes glow and his heart be full of greatful thanks for christmas, which is only a month away.

i sure hope he is feeling better soon!

lots of slow days ahead of us i perdict.

warm baths, lots of water fruit and cold cloths and warm love from mother.

mothers nectur from the heart

kind patience is what really makes you feel better when your sick.

Back at home

This summer we really have had a busy one.

Bubba has went to the baby sitters for the first time! Saras and to annas.

WE opened our shop and i have been gone alot getting our business open and running so he stayed at home . Which was really hard because he lacked any real interaction or dicipline just running wild and crazy with no direction.

so i have been back home and it is really the most satisfying thing i have done.

i love to be a stay at home mom and wish i could just stay at home and raise our son and teach him the positive things of the world and how to manovour throug the tough parts too.

right now were spenind the most time we have with eachother in months.

i love it

Halloween First Trick Or Treat!

This was bubbah's first trick or treat experience!

He didnt have a halloween last year when we lived in

Hawaii.

Hawaii didnt really celebrate Halloween which is my main holiday that i celebrate and it should be in our pagan family.

pagan menaing something other than christian in the usa.

he had so much fun!

I couldnt beleive it

he was running up and down the side walks and screaming in joy with his little cusion mykayla.

we picked her up and dressed her up as a little fairy princess she was so pretty and bub was soooo cute and adoraeable rarringgggggg at everyone that went by.

We went to the halloween zoo celebration the 30th and it was very enjoyably besides the 30min wait and the fact they didnt give you much candy for 15 $ admission but he really had a great time!

finding a balance

as a new mother with my first child im learning how to find a balance.
a balance on all levels.
the difference between having just yourself and having a being that came out of your very body that is dependent on you for nourishment and love and everything you can possibly think of can throw you out of balance.when your used to just yourself is a big difference.
learning how to be selfless and still be able to take care of yourself and your new family

what is needed now is a balance between work and being a mother.the idea of being a stay at home mum is wonderful but the current set up or our society and government has made is nearly impossible to do with out being under the poverty line. but it is possible. i just work on weekends and spend the rest of the week teaching and showing our pod what goes on

the balance is in work and being at home that is needed.
with out feeling gulity for working and going away

sleepy time

when ever it comes down to the end of the day after bath time and a movie and a short play time before bed time it seems kids still have energy and still want to go go go !
well im into staying up late and even still he wants to stay up later! so it comes to a point where we just have to say " its bed time tomorrow is waiting for us and its full of play" and we just have to let them be upset and cry even to know time for bed is time for bed!

pod never sleeps with covers on for some reason im not sure why but he tends to wake up if you cover him up. very weird....but ok what ever works!

visiting grandma

we are back visiting grandma and are staying with them for the time being...

we had a long long flight here and are just now getting adjusted its been 2 weeks now.
pod is finally getting warmed up to the big clunky black lab gabe that is so much bigger than pod no wonder he is reluctant to be around him!
well now he will play games with him such as...giving smabe dishtowel's and his plastic toys and stuffed animals because he knows hes not supposed too! he thinks it so funny!

i bought him one of those kitchen sets with plastic pretend food he really enjoys it i have him"cook" while im preparing meals it works rather well.

we now have lesson plans with a weekly letter and animal
he can now say:
CAT
hot
no
smay ? i dont know what that means
mum
daad
dag or dog
hi
bye

he loves to go outside and play with sidewalk chalk and drawl pretty stuff about
he takes lawn ornaments and carries them around epically if they are animals like a frog or a bunny

Thomas the tank engine is also a new love for him
when ever he sees it he gets EXCITED!

we still watch kipper the dog but he rather play and just listen to it

we play cars and trucks with ramps and fun races

tea time with a children's size plastic tea set with water or pretend tea

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being a active present mother is first and foremost in my life and should be in any mothers heart. the rasing of our little peices of self.i strive and give the best of myself and yes even the worst of self but self none the less.
be present with your children
give love and affection
and just let them be themselves
this is the best gift

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16 months-lost blog again!

I want to bitch really quick how i lost the blog again and thats why i really haven't posted in a year!i fixed the problem so were back in business!

lets see here bit is 16 almost 17 months old....
yesterday he pooped in the bathtub for the first time! what a mark in time!
he really didn't know what to do and actually was quite alarmed when it happned. I explanied what happened and quickly rinsed him and the tub.

last week he got to play with another little baby just 6 months younger and we watched him again today. Last week is when hurrican Flossie was to hit hawaii and we went to the beach and the winds were very high and the sand flew across the beach pelting us with stinging sand so we didnt stay too long. there were no waves that day,very errie
that night there was a earthquake! a 5.4 and the house swayed side to side! it was quite scary our first earthquake!

lets see today we baby sat tuka again and had a great baby play time.
i enjoy seeing my young bit interact with another baby near his own age.
it seems he shares when he feels like it and is still warming up to the idea of sharing.
bit will help throw away dirt on the floor and anything you give to him to throw away in the garbage can. he may be closer to be ready for a brother or sister!

his teeth are coming in rapidly...as of now he has about 16 teeth...

daddy taught him 3 days ago how to crunch and chew his food like seeds...almonds and sunflower seeds...its fun to watch him learn new things.

he has a push toy that pops...a popper he loves to push it around the house its one of his new favorite things...

climbing is a new thing and is as dangerous as it is annoying